To my blog friends of population zero at the moment...
This is my attempt to do something about myself. About always being larger than life (no pun intended). But to be honest, as a child I was always bullied for being a chubby kid, and since then things never changed! I've gone to drastic measures to change myself, such as the shake diet, low carb diet and even to the extreme of bulimia and anorexia-you wouldn't think so by looking at me. Truth is, none of these worked. I'm thankful that the anorexia and bulimia plan fell through! I have been at pretty low points in my life, points where I have swallowed nail polish remover in thinking it would make me sick that I'd loose weight, I wasn't joking about drastic measures!
Anyway, it's time to kick it old school and go nutritious and do exercise! Instead of being on a diet, I will call it living a healthy lifestyle. Diets are temporary, but when you talk about your lifestyle, you know its for good-well, I sure hope so!
So, join me in this fun filled, tiring but rewarding adventure. Where I plan on bringing my self esteem up from negative to positive and where I won't think every person I meet is judging my weight. To the point where I can look at myself in the mirror or any reflection, love what is looking back at me and smile! This is all possible, it will take plenty of time. I am giving myself until September next year to be looking fantastic, maybe not at my goal weight, but not far off it! I want to start my 21st with CONFIDENCE!
Digits and scary numbers will be coming soon....
It's time to face the music and make a change!
Lotsa love, Tam xox
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